A step forward & two steps backwards~

Sometimes I feel like I've reach a place where I can be myself,
But when I meet new people I stumble back to being my old self,
How to change and make it last,
you can fake it till you make it,
or you can just take what you can get for the moment,
I'm shy, I'm sweet but I ain't that naive,
I can dream and wonder,
but I won't get my hopes so high,
so if it doesn't happen the way I want it to be,
at least I won't crash and burn~

Old friends are like comfy pajamas~

Why am I saying old friends are like pajamas?
They give you warmth and happiness.
Just seeing them makes you want to smile in remembrance of old memories.
It makes you feel safe and secure.

Today I met some friends from high school.
A time where I was this really awkward and painstakingly shy girl.
I miss my naive school years, it was a time where there wasn't much that I care.
Not much has changed for me these 5 years.
I'm still shy, I still feel awkward with some people.

Now it's not about what I've changed,
It's all about how I'll change the people around m.
How my presence in their life effects them.
Is it for better or there's no difference that I bring in their life.

I hope for better then worse.

Mumbling & Rumbling

Hah~ Learning is never simple and so is working to earn your pay.
So, here I am learning the ways to earn for a better paycheck in the future.
During the years of studying it seem that learning is just so tiresome,
later on when your working you'd wish that your just further your studies forever.
The dilemma in life is that you'll never be satisfied with what you have.
Now, I'm enjoying what I'm learning. The things that I'm learning now, just keeps me at my toes. And we're learning how to write!

It has been my dreams since forever to be a writer. Now I have the chance to learn and improve my self in how to express myself more freely in writing.

Enjoy what you have while you have it!