A step forward & two steps backwards~

Sometimes I feel like I've reach a place where I can be myself,
But when I meet new people I stumble back to being my old self,
How to change and make it last,
you can fake it till you make it,
or you can just take what you can get for the moment,
I'm shy, I'm sweet but I ain't that naive,
I can dream and wonder,
but I won't get my hopes so high,
so if it doesn't happen the way I want it to be,
at least I won't crash and burn~