Making a choice and sticking to it for life seems very hard to do,
Being pulled and called to different paths can be so challenging,
Sometimes I wonder off the path that is true,
Only to realize I've lost my way and returned to the starting point,
Encountering thorns and shards of glass along the way,
Made me hurt and pained with no one to blame,
I did it to myself,
Who am I to promise or pledge,
That my heart or words shall not waver as they may,
With the future no longer in my hands,
I pray and weep with everyday,
For hope no pain nor hate shall I undo to another..