Surprising

I hate surprises,
well i got the biggest surprise,
my dad wants to get engaged on the 8Th may,
the best part is the wedding is on July,
the month of my birthday and my late mum's birthday,
and yet we have not met this lady who is supposedly gonna marry my dad,
nonsense at all,
we just found out yesterday,
the engagement is two weeks later,
during my exams,
makes sense?
nonsense,
ridiculous,
right?
wow, i just feel lost...

Balance or Unbalance ~

Balance or Unbalance ~
It seems that my life is on a scale,
where the balance is always low,
there are so many things that I'm uncertain of,
life throws so many curve balls,
which I'm so not prepared..