Memories of today can determine the future,
Looking back in time in search of things that we are willing to change,
But, in fact it is already a reality,
No matter how hard we try to undo the past,
Nothing will ever change even if we will it with all our might,
What we change is the present,
Still lingering thoughts and memories will always sway your heart,
Even though I remained unchanged as season pass,
Should you see from afar,
Yet, in heart so many thoughts keep weighing it down,
A smile certainly can disarm a person's thinking,
When looked from another view,
Those exteriors are all just affront,
To keep you at bay,
My world is dark and cloudy,
It rains and pours, still no shine,
How I wish to break free from this life,
But walls and fortresses weren't build overnight,
While tears remain unshed,
Passing smiles are easier to be dealt,
Live life in now or ever,
This path I grow weary with all that's left,
Words left unspoken are the one's that echo's,
In mind and thought are empty no hope,
As I aimless go throughout this life,
No joy, no tears shall I greet in time.