what i want & what you want are so different

my dad wants me to work..
my brother wants me to stay at home..
my mum just wants me close by..

and i want my mum wants,
i wanna be close to her,
even though i may not be the perfect daughter,
but,
i try to,

to all of you who are wondering about my mum's sickness,
my mum has cancer,
it first started out as rectum cancer,
which is treatable,
but later on it just spread,
even though the cancer at the rectum is not there anymore,
my mum now suffers from lung & liver cancer,
which is pretty hard to be treated since there's no treatment yet for lung cancer,
and since my mum's cancer is already on the fourth stage

i hate cancer

i hate smokers

i hate everything that sucks :p